1. |
She is Dead
03:45
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Hell is her new home she's chilling in the fire
Hell is her new life where no one is to judge
Her is her new home Earth just wasn't enough
Demons were calling needing her company
It was time for her to go (no one wanted her around)
Friends and family, lack thereof (Demons were her only friends)
Everyone hold hand in joy (no reason to be sorrowful)
Gather here around her grave
Earth was a hostile environment for her
Earth was a dead end she had nowhere to turn
Life wasn't worthwhile, it cost a lot of tears
Knife was a remedy, a deep vertical line
Everybody needs to know (she is no longer around)
We all know we mourned her life (now we celebrate her death)
Walk on by and have a stare (maybe even vandalize)
The new rest stop's on her grave
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2. |
Sweetie
08:59
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Verse:
When I first said hello
You were super nice to me
Didn't know it meant nothing
You called me sweetie
Why aren't you responding to me now
You're refusing to look at me now
One day, I will be your one and only?
Sweetie
Chorus:
Now I'm on the search for the one you acted like
The one who left me with awaken apnea
She's buried in the graveyard of your true colors
Only to be revealed in public again for others to skydive to the
Center of the earth
Verse:
Now when I say hello
You won't even look at me
What do you mean I went too far
You called me sweetie
Got some questions I need to ask you
Technology is helping me find you
Today you will be my one and only
Sweetie
Chorus:
Now I'm on the search for the one you acted like
The one who left me with awaken apnea
She's buried in the graveyard of your true colors
Only to be revealed in public again for others to skydive to the
Center of the earth
You called me sweetie
Hello do you remember me from that one time you talked to me
(so briefly)
I thought I'd come all this way just to see if you're doing well
(please put down the phone)
It's so good to see you I hope I'm not caressing you too hard
(but don't let me know)
Your neck is so soft and you look pretty when your face is blue
(and suffocating)
Oh no, what have I done
I am done now
I did the only one who called me sweetie
Even in death you are forever mine
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3. |
Youaphobia
08:43
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Verse:
Seven walls my sanctuary
My fort, personal safe home
Bin aural protection from instant instigation
Despite my fear of consequences for not hearing my name
Oh well there's no way to dodge your omnipresence
Pre chorus:
Go away
I'n not mentally prepared to build
An emotional shield from the next storm
You bring upon
Verse:
I spend all day in solitude
(I'm so afraid of you)
Solitary confinement is nice
(I'm terrified of you)
Let me live in my isolation room
(I'm so afraid of you)
Don't wanna come out into prison
(I'm terrified of you/I'm so afraid of you)
After all of these years/I'm still avoiding you
Verse:
Anywhere away from gatherings
Survival for a while
Places where I can contemplate
New ways to avoid you
Commiserating with my only friend
Talking to myself
These are my good times I celebrate
Only for a while
After all this time, I was innocent all along
I was just your outlet to unleash your insecurities
As I grew up, I realize you always were the child
Congratulations to your engagement to your soulmate
You and Karma forever
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4. |
Enter Lewd
02:06
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5. |
Stay Inside
07:34
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Verse:
What's wrong with the world today
Everywhere I look, Insanity
I guess that being sane and cognizant is frowned upon
My fear of humanity, what humanity just wild animals
Somebody kill me today so I can be safe from immorality
Pre chorus:
You need to keep up with the times
In order to succeed at life
Chorus:
(I stay inside)
So I can have a chance to think and stabilize my state of mind
(I stay inside)
It's the only way for me to keep myself alive
(I stay inside)
Inside seems to be the only source for positivity
(I stay inside)
I don't need humiliation from the world
Verse:
I feel well protected in my sanctuary of lonliness
I wish I had Alzheimer's so I can be a happy man
Come on and kill me today to rid memories of misery
Come on on and kill me today it's the only thing I look forward to
Chorus:
(I stay inside)
So I can have a chance to think and stabilize my state of mind
(I stay inside)
It's the only way for me to keep myself alive
(I stay inside)
Inside seems to be the only source for positivity
(I stay inside)
I don't need humiliation from the world
(Oh suicide)
The first friend I ever had helping me out now
(Oh suicide)
The valid solution to solve the problems everywhere
(I'll go outside)
I'll go talk to all the people and put a smile on their face
(There goes my life)
A great result of the damage they've done
They cheer in bliss now I'm gone
My existence is done
They party it up now I'm gone
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6. |
Sean's Song
10:16
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Verse:
I was so excited when we met
Came to view you as some sort of god
After showing me around
You were someone whom I could go to
Somebody I could ask about anything
Way before you spiraled down
I was so ecstatic when I saw
You accomplishing whatever came to mind
Always found new ways to inspire me
I was happy to run into you again
Updated each other on both our lives
Not even a week before
Pre Chorus
Can't believe it, can't believe it
This isn't politics why the media decievin
Victim is a popular career choice
Won't believe it, won't believe it
Being introverted don't make you a heathen
Guilty or not officially destroyed
Chorus:
Are you the monster that they say you are
You can only be unknown for so long
Vacate this place and travel so afar
Lay low and stay away from society
Nobody needs to know why you ran away
We can just hope you don't repeat your mistakes
Verse:
Now I realize that your age group of friends
Remained stagnant as time flew by us
At the time I thought you were a role model
So many came forward and said your name
None of them were exactly keen with you
When they mentioned you had some love to give away
You taught us all that we needed to know
You took us in as if we were all yours
Touched all of us as if we were all yours
We trusted you
Your behavior has done a tremendous job of hiding you really are
We never would have guessed what exactly you would do
Right or wrong might as well run away to the middle of nowhere
Don't need anyone to recognize you
No one will ever truly know the story behind your downfall from grace
Still don't wanna believe the things that they said
I was surrounded by static when I saw you on TV
I will still feel morose whenever we talk through glass
Right or wrong you might as well run away to the middle of nowhere
So destroyed
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Femali Kansas City, Kansas
During the many years of being in and out of bands, Founder/Composer Evan Ryan decided he needed to do it himself in order for it to be done right.
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