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"Guanxi"

by Femali

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Orientation 01:41
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Verse What did I get myself into? Thrown out here, don’t know what to do Chorus Need to appease the wolves, hide from the wolves, or get eaten (ALIVE!) Need to learn what to do, know how to do, so I can at least stay afloat Want to impress the wolves, satisfy the wolves, in order to (SURVIVE!) Don’t want to slip up now, become the prey, so I’ll keep feeding the predators OH NO! WHAT HAPPENED THIS TIME! Verse What have I gotten myself into? This isn’t what I signed up for Oh no, what happened this time How much do I have left in me? Who’s gonna take the fall? Who is the meal.
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Metrics 05:47
Verse Been here for a while now. How’s it gonna go? Disorder, I’m surrounded nothing seems to flow Pre Chorus Weighing me down, pulling me down, environment is Pushing me down, shove me around, my livelihood is Smothering, compressing me to asphyxiation Chorus I will swoon if I feel this anymore I will swoon need to retreat for just a bit Here I croon for anyone who has an ear Way too frail for this anymore Verse Been here way too long now with nowhere to go Numbers, what it’s all about, but no room for growth Bridge Fear of losing everything Outweighs prevention of my gradual decay My youth has gone to waste Making them look good with metrics anyway Fear of losing everything Made them look good with metrics With awareness I’m replaceable Hoping prosperity’s attainable Thankful that I’m useful, because there is nowhere else to go!
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Verse I’m grinding it out, so excited to play ball Pushing right on through and working my way up Unload on me, I’ll take it all, anything you need give me the call Our father, hallowed be thy name I’m gonna make it to the top, body says no, but I won’t stop Soon enough, when it is there, it’s mine to Chorus Claim victory After the feculent scent of promotion I’m in the club where I’m supposed to be Verse I’m close to the front of this long centipede I’ll stop eating this if I can keep on exceeding My mouth is sewn onto the backside of the power In the meantime, it’s my favorite meal Keep grinding out, taking it all, it’s such an honor to play ball I’ll eat this until I can Bridge He’s my father, he’s my best friend, my true soulmate, one and only GOD! End all be all life source lifesblood I need this! Final Chorus Claim victory After the feculent scent of promotion Trying to be in the club on top where I’ll always belong Who is this? Why’s he in the club on top I gave my life for? I still smell this mephitic scent of it Tasting the caboose of it
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Verse There is always something to do I do it knowing I help the world now Everyday, I learn something new, I am (Livin’ the dream in bliss) Many people are in the queue To do what I come everyday to do now According to the point of view of (Livin’ in heaven in bliss) Chorus I’m so lucky I got it made So why do (I scream at night in agony) Verse I’ve got myself to do Looking at knives and extension cords, now Would it affect anyone I knew from (Livin’ the dream in bliss) If this is where I should be In order to live a decent life The extension cord can lead me (Heaven or hell in bliss) Bridge I lost my youth, I aged so much They chewed me up and swallowed me down
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Retaliate 05:20
Verse I’ve been a straight arrow all this time Taking all burdens just to find Out the reward in exploitation If something goes wrong, they’ll come right after Chorus Me They’ll retaliate with the iron fist on Me Fear of touching the bottom now! Just another minnow in the ocean Verse Wasted my life with nothing to show Slaving my life, my hand to the bone They tangle forth the possibility Right to the wind, they just might cast Bridge Just another minnow surrounded by sharks I’m just another minnow in the (No need to do anything wrong With proof of innocence Just let them see that you are man Number to toss into the wind) Final chorus Me They’ll retaliate with the iron fist on Me Fear of touching the ground beneath the Sea Ball and chain pulling me down so Rapidly On my way to the bottom now
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Resignation 05:09
Verse If I leave this place behind, am I gonna live I’m only slightly alive, the threats and slavery has numbed me Turning me into a zombie Organs function, but I feel so hollow Just a shell of a mindless zombie Chorus Centimeters from state line to breaking down After a goodnight sleep in a town called Brigadoon Internal implosion just for someone else’s gain In death, I’d feel more lively than this Verse Never could understand all the insults and the curses Going above and beyond after I went above and beyond Turned me into a zombie Been looking for another place in Hopes I don’t jump from Ike to Ike Bridge Enough’s enough, it’s time to leave Because it is time to live I will no longer seethe Go home demolish everything When was the last time? I am human again! And now, I’m feeling lively in this!

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released November 23, 2022

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Femali Kansas City, Kansas

During the many years of being in and out of bands, Founder/Composer Evan Ryan decided he needed to do it himself in order for it to be done right.

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